i wonder why human beings can be so fake at times. lies can be say easily without feeling guilty.
can be nice to a person in front of him/her but backstabbed them at the end of the day.
human beings are very weird creatures. i think there are always reasons why do God creates us.
is it for us to understand this world? for us to adapt to the living of the humans? for us to blend in this full of lies, briberies, hypocrites, hatred, temptations of communities? maybe it is a test for all of us. to get a better understanding of yourself and others.
undeniably, im fake sometimes. i don't know how to change this fcking attitude. but sometimes it is a need to be fake in order to protect yourself against others or oppositely. but im trying to change this attitude from now on and i cant promise myself that i would not tell lies forever. that is how the cycle of life works in the earth. fake~~

until then...xoxo